I am so fucking sick of my anxiety problems! Its taking over my life. I do admit it isn't as bad as it was long ago. Stayed in my bloody house for 2 months saying I felt "sick", and missed school for a week. But eventually I got "over it". Well I feel like I didn't. I am post to go to Cranford West tomorrow, and I am fing terrified! I know as soon as I get there I will have so much fun. I will swim,scream,laugh, and paint on cabins. But so many fears in me and I don't even know why I am scared of going places. I couldn't go to fing New York City with my fucking best friend cause of my fucking fears! How am I post to go to NC in August!?!?!?!?